Yep, I thought I wanted things to happen in my outside world , and I really would love few things happening in my outside world but , it doesnt work as long as my inner world is mixed with walls and denial etc .. At least I am starting to be aware of my self , picture by picture , and if it takes 1000 years , so be it .. And yes , when I realized people do not know what they want , I started to see this with me too , and I was surprised , that when someone has lots of guilt ( like me ), they dont want more than nothing . A good awareness probably is to start what we dont want. Good post about whats keeping me posted on my walls
Yep, I thought I wanted things to happen in my outside world , and I really would love few things happening in my outside world but , it doesnt work as long as my inner world is mixed with walls and denial etc .. At least I am starting to be aware of my self , picture by picture , and if it takes 1000 years , so be it .. And yes , when I realized people do not know what they want , I started to see this with me too , and I was surprised , that when someone has lots of guilt ( like me ), they dont want more than nothing . A good awareness probably is to start what we dont want. Good post about whats keeping me posted on my walls